Hello Gerjanne….
We only met once while you were alive, but it was a nice meeting.
Hmm? Yes, you are right. I don’t believe in an afterlive. So why am I talking to you? I do believe that people live forever in the memories of people and there we can talk with them forever.
I do realize that is not a very conversational way of thinking, but that is me. Patrick must have warned you what kind of strange guy I am.
*laughs* Yes, you are right. In the eyes of many I am a sinner anyway. Do I care? No. That they cannot understand my way of living is their problem, not mine. Sure, I prefer a life filled of love instead of one that is filled with fear and doubt. But it seems that I am not allowed to… at least by these so called churches. They try to tell me how I should behave and they fail bitterly at that?
Am I too stubborn? Most likely… but the thing is, I look through their little lies and half truth’s.
Oh yes, I am sorry… please rest now. Rest in peace and become part again of the only thing that really matters… the nature of this world.
(Even without afterlife… you can talk with the people that are not with us anymore. So much better then haunting people into fear and doubt)
With tears in my eyes, thank You Rob
it hurts me so much that her last wishes weren’t allowed. She wanted flowers. in a very small way, i have been able to give her that.
She wanted Music at het funeral. It was disalowed.
Third. She wanted to have a “light” church funeral.With music and flowers. or else she would not want a church funeral. At the time i realised. It was too late for me to intervene and i did not want to dishouner the family. but it hurts to see her last wishes broken by belief and *******. It hurts that i was not able to intervene and give her the things she diserves. In this way. i feel i have failed her……
No Patrick, you didn’t fail on her. If it was possible for you to do so, then there would have been a funeral with flowers and music.
But it was by those that are lost in outdated traditions who “forced” things in their way.
It is not you who has failed her… THEY failed her for not listening and respecting Gerjanne’s wishes. THEY failed her, not you