Last Friday I had a day off and after doing some things I needed to do, I travelled towards the town of Oldenzaal. Once there I did meet up with Patrick and together we went to a concert in Atak.
To be honest, the act of the first band called Digidelica was a bit too much out of the way for me. But the main act of Front 242 was just great. I really enjoyed it. The music was good, the sound was good, the lightshow was good… it all just was good.
I really had a good time.
The next morning I went to see my mother. Maybe I should not say it, but I think her condition turned worse since the last time I have seen her. Maybe it is because I normally saw her almost every week, so changes were not noticed that easily. And now I haven’t seen her for a longer time and yes, in my opinion there is a big difference and sadly not for the good.
To be really honest, I have to say that it made me afraid…. Lets just hope I was wrong…
Weird how different emotions can follow up each other in just one weekend….
Mixed emotions and double feeling, right Rob?
I know that very well from the time my youngest brother was very ill. I felt ashamed when I had fun and enjoyed myself while he was so sick in bed.
But now I know that because you are able to relax and enjoy yourself, you will be more capable to handle these sad and disturbing things of life. Never forget that!
He Robje, just talked with you about this on Skype. Just wanted to add one thing: Only one that goes through darker sides of life can enjoy the brighter sides truly!
And that is how it is, dearest.